Guess Who’s Back, Back Again……

Well, well…… It’s been a little while since I last blogged. I’m still abit of a newbie though. Still trying to get the hang of things, still trying to find my feet. This may be abit of a short blog. Might I remind you, all hints and tips are welcome!

Well the past couple of months hasn’t been too great if I’m honest. Its basically been one thing or another. I’ve recently been a victim of cyber bullying because of my health condition, which caused alot of stress for me and it then sparked up a bad flare up of pain and I’ve backwards and forwards to the hospital. I’ve recently been to hospital for severe back pain and was given medication to relax my muscles and they’ve basically just made me sleep alot and I must admit I feel alot better for it but I still am in quite a bit of pain. I have a follow up appointment with my GP to see what the next plan of action is.
On a side note I’ve been looking for a new hobby, I’m trying to get in to blogging but at the moment I’m lacking inspiration. I’m not much of a arts & crafts person these days, I lost my inspiration for that when I was around 15/16,  my art teacher was horrendous! Nobody in the class liked him. He was always trying to control what we did. I always thought art was the meaning tofree expression, I totally understand that we had to our art folios on certain topics but he would literally come round us all individually and end up scribbling all over our work and it just looked a mess. Three quarters in to the year we all ended up rebelling against him we all did our own thing in the end and some of us benefitted from it and got good marks, I on the other hand got a decent mark and was happy enough with it. But I still lost all inspiration for anything arty and creative, even my acting in drama took a downfall. The closest thing to creativity since is this blog. Since my health took a turn for the worst I’ve never really had a hobby to keep up with and not had agreat deal of inspiration. I know I can’t keep dwelling on the past because tomorrow is a new day but I can’t help but miss the person I used to be. So full of imagination and inspiration, I just wish I could find a way to find that again. But until then I’ll keep searching.

I’m hoping 2014 is gonna be a better year as 2012 & 2013 hasn’t been too great in regards to my health.

Thank you for reading, stay strong and take one step at a time 🙂